You know... I ended up with that cooking chocolate... I felt like one of those people who aren't allowed to eat bad food and then get caught in the light from the fridge in the middle of the night with their whole arms stuffed with food. (I know, but I just can't find out the proper expression here, so you'll just have to live with bad English for now.) So I made tea and then I dipped the chocolate in it. And oh my god, it was goooood. I really do need help.
My Dutch course is starting at some point this week. I checked the learning platform we're gonna use and nothing there worked at the moment. That feels really reassuring.
You know, I really wish I could draw amazing pictures. I've been wishing that for years and I'm fairly sure I've told you before aswell. And I really wish I was working instead of studying and I really wish I lived somewhere else. Why do you always want the exact opposite of what you have? When I was working I wished I was studying and when I lived at my parents I wished I lived somewhere else. It's a bit annoying really. But I really do wish I could draw. Or well, draw pictures where I don't have to write below what they are. Once in 8th or 9th grade I made some form of schoolwork about Hitler and Stalin (I think) and I did some doodling on the front-page with Hitler in a submarine at the bottom of the ocean and then an American flag at the surface of the ocean or something. My teacher made a comment "I suppose this is a symbolic picture" and I went "uhm, yea sure". I'd just doodled some crap because I was bored, really. I never really thought about it until I was 16 and did some drawings for my science class-notes. "Dead bird - symbolic picture". There were a lot of symbolic pictures there...
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