goldylocks

My sleep is ruined. I used to be one of those people who go to bed and fall asleep within five minutes of doing so and just lie there like they're dead. Now I twist and turn for hours before I fall into some kind of strange dream-thing that doesn't really relax me at all. It sucks.

It's Christmas-time again. I've had my Christmas decorations down all year, but I haven't put anything up yet. I don't feel the spirit right now - of course, that might have something to do with the fact that it's grey and raining all the freaking time here.

I have three plants here. You see, at times I feel very lonely and I'd love to get a dog, but since I can't even care for myself properly I don't wanna put a dog through something I might not be able to follow through - so I got plants instead. I've had them for quite a long time now - one over a year - and they're still alive and doing well. Yes, we are all very surprised by this fact. Happy, of course, but still surprised. My trick is to have a bottle of water standing close to one of the plants. I don't water them every day but every now and then I see the bottle and remember that "oh yea, water the plants". It's working really well (obviously).

Do you ever find yourself needing a bunch of stuff but not really having the energy to actually get it? I'm sort of there now. Oh well, time to move and go buy some cream!