confusion

I dreamt that I was a part of Swedish Top Model. My first photoshoot was horrible, but I got to go on another week, and then my dream drifted into something completely different as dreams often do. I have no idea what that was but all of a sudden someone told me "what are you so angry about - you passed again". My thoughts started spinning and I googled myself. For some reason an old picture from my sister's birthdayparty showed up, we're talking really old - like when she was three or something, and then the text "The friends couldn't for the love of god understand why Anna got to move on in the competition. She's as close to object number one in audience hate as you can come". After that picture and text I wondered what I'd done to be that hated, but then I woke up so I never got to know. So sad...