Monday, 13 October 2008

Paranoid.

Why is it that you're very certain of some things and very uncertain about others? Why do you listen to that little voice in the back of the head who always tells you that you're never good enough? No matter what other people tell you, you just can't believe it. It sort of feels like they've all spoken to each other and agreed to tell you the same things. It's probably true what they say because why else would they say it, but somehow it's just not believable.
I'm probably just stupid who listen to the voice. I actually thought I'd manage to press it so deep down it'd never come back. Guess I was wrong. The thoughts are always there... lingering... waiting...

I'm a happy person. I'm a funny person. I'm a smart person. I'm a lonely person. I don't want to be in love. I don't want to loose myself. I don't want to hurt him. I don't want him to hurt me. I don't want the voice in my head who tells me I will never be good enough...
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Clumsy said...

Hey baby.
I know about that voice. And if is something i learned about that voice: it doesnt matter that ppl say.
I, atleast, need to listen and prove it wrong. If I cant do that, it doesnt matter what other ppl say. I need to prove it wrong.

ButI can still listen to other ppl that say nice things about me and enjoy that. You should do that to. You are great. :)

And about the hurting... Things sometimes hurts. The meaningful things always hurt a bit I assume. I think it then you found something that actually hurts to loose... Its scary. Isnt it?

But remember, things can turn out to be fantastic. Sometimes they actually to that. :D

14 October 2008 at 12:37

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