Johnny Mnemonic will be shown on TV here on Friday. I saw that movie once. It was 14 years ago on a busride home from Gothenburg with my class and I have a suspicion that I found it a bit scary. (We had some lottery-thing in the class when we got home and I won the movie. I didn't want it.) Then again - at that age I found pretty much everything scary. I have to see it again - if not for anything else, then because Keanu Reeves has about as much facial expression as a dishrag.
No sugar, no more. I'm quitting. For real this time. It hurts me to go on and as a friend pointed out for me a while ago "you don't seem really happy lately so why take away the small things that make you happy". So I'm quitting. From now on it's sugar in cakes, icecream, soda, candy, cookies... the list goes on. And I've noticed an incredible improvement in my mood. Sure, my neighbour still annoys me and I wouldn't mind keelhauling him (such a good word that - taste it; "keelhaul"), but school is going quite well, I don't feel sick every time I have to start my 2-hour-travelling-time and yes, I feel that I can actually make it.
The hardest thing about studying is that you have to cut your expenses. A lot. For me that means cutting down on my very luxurious lifestyle. Oh wait - it doesn't since I don't have one! I didn't even cut down on my travelling, even though that's one expense I shouldn't have. I don't think I could live without going away every now and then and today I realised that I'll get my tax-money during this summer. That helps my plan about not taking student-loans next semester and still being able to go abroad this summer. I'm sick. I need help. Fuck it, I'm happy!
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