Wednesday, 30 September 2009

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I've done nothing today. Not one thing. Unless you count studying and doing the dishes. And you know what? I'm more mentally exhausted than I've been in a very long time and it sucks. It sucks a lot and I can't even write a decent entry about it.

My neighbours have been playing music all day. Literally ALL day.
If I have enough money to make it 'til the end of the year, I'll be lucky.
My motivation for studying at the university is completely gone.

And you know what? I'm gonna get myself a planeticket to Holland. Because I fucking well deserve it! I deserve to get away, to be somewhere else and most of all, I deserve to find that little piece of sanity lodged deep in my brain.

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